"Ho'am-Amhareh, Ho'am-seri"
Venezuelan, Bisexual, Yearning
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I remember i once told you how beautiful you looked to me: i have memorized every part of your face, from the curve of your nose, your profile, the shape of your lips and cheeks, the shape of your chin, and the curve of your eyes and eyelids I still remember how you mentioned your lower eyelashes tend to agrupate, like Twiggy's, a » Continue Reading
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Este sueño me ha dejado tan frustrado que me voy a expresar en español para poder hablar de manera más libre, Dios mío Siempre que sueño contigo son sueños aislados, partes específicas de un sueño donde apareces tú y de repente me pierdo en esa sección sólo por tu estás ahí, pero, hoy soñé contigo toda la noche, TODA, cómo si en mi cabeza no hubiera otra cosa que no fueses tú Soñé que me desblo... » Continue Reading
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Today i dreamed of You again It always happens when i'm starting to feel i don't miss you that much anymore, then i go to sleep, and there You are, in My mind, and in My heart I miss you so much » Continue Reading
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I decided to check on my Reddit account after a while, and i found a new message request, quite recent, from 2 weeks ago I often receive messages from random people who enjoy and follows My art; they're always nice, it feels nice, to know there's people out there who admires You as an artist, that get inspired from your work, and sees You as an inspiration as well This one was quite Long; someon... » Continue Reading
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Not talking from a sexual perspective, i think so much people lately has fallen into perpetuating the vision of trans people as a kind of fetish; no, i think trans men are kinda beautiful and i like seeing them represented in media and art, and represent them myself as well sometimes I think perhaps the discourse around trans identities falls too much into putting the Spotlight into trans women; p... » Continue Reading
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And in consequence of My own incapability of managing anything, as well as My decission to slowly alienate from everyone, i feel extremely lonely » Continue Reading
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Today is one of those, many days i've experienced where i do not only feel tired from everyone else, but also just directly stressed and in a terrible mood I do not wish people to interact with me, nor interact with people either, nobody calls My attention anymore, except for a couple ones that i do enjoy talking with, and yet i just feel socially irritated enough to also not want to talk with the... » Continue Reading
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In 8 days it'll be 8 months since You left My life, that day i woke up from a dream where You answered all of My messages and then i Saw the real thing You texted me, and felt the void in My Chest and stomach I know everything was My fault because i wasn't able to manage My emotions properly; i would like to Say it was because i was in a Bad place, but honestly i have no excuse, and i was rude and... » Continue Reading
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I have been working on an artificial language in the past 2 years, and the first Word i did think about when creating it was "Ho'am haer-reh'ha", which is the equivalent to "I love You", but if You translate it literally, it reads "My heart bleeds for You" It started at first as a fun way to spend time with My Warhammer Homebrew project, But it eventually developed into something a bit more serius... » Continue Reading
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I ended up molding every part of me in your shape, and in consequent molding everything i do in your shape; everything i do is hoping for You to see it and like it, for there's nothing that Made me happier to think of You liking My work; from what i write, to what i draw, everything i create The Unia'ger belongs to me, and You as well » Continue Reading
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Something i say, all the time, not to others but to myself, is that i fear being alone; i think everyone is afraid of solitude to some extent, and i, honestly, feel alone most of the time, not because there's no people around me, but because the people around me doesn't see me beyond the performance that i'am outside My head and my Chest; nobody, or, well, almost nobody has ever Saw me in My pures... » Continue Reading
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The most dificult part is, i think, to Remember everything so well as i do; every detail, every Little one, things you'll only know about something, someone, You love so much, You dedicate yourself to apreciate it, to build an image of it in your mind, not an Idol, but a crude image, for loving is not about idealization, but about apreciation, every Little crack, every scar, every bruise, every mi... » Continue Reading
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