Bleeding Heart

I have been working on an artificial language in the past 2 years, and the first Word i did think about when creating it was "Ho'am haer-reh'ha", which is the equivalent to "I love You", but if You translate it literally, it reads "My heart bleeds for You"

It started at first as a fun way to spend time with My Warhammer Homebrew project, But it eventually developed into something a bit more serius, and this language ended up being a more proper reflection of how i experience the World, and it had to Start, of course, with how i experience love

My heart has been bleeding without control in the last months; that how it feels to me to be in love, to carve a wound in your heart in the shape of the name of the person You love and let it bleed, and you'll never be able to control it, just wait, either for it to heal, or become wider, and let more blood scape while You drown in the ocean of your own feelings, hoping for the person who owns the name carved in Your flesh to come and receive that offering 

My heart bleeds with each heartbeat; You can not stop a heart in life, just the moment it dies, and so feels loving for me as well, as the only way to get fully rid of everything i feel, sometimes, seems to be just dying 

I know it would please someone, and i honestly i would happy to please them, but at the same time i can't help to think that, perhaps, in time, My feelings Will come back to me, for My Heart bleeds for them, be it that i want it or not, or that i try to replace the name written, for You can not change something that has been written in flesh 

And the first name i made in that language, "Amhareh", bleeding Heart 

Almost ironic to think about it as if i just named My very heart with a label