The last couple of days have been pretty great. I'm just walking with a renewed confidence and I have this excitement about life. I'm just happy. I want to listen to happy music and think happy thoughts. It's easier to let go of stuff that bothers me, and not much bothers me at all. I haven't really been doing anything different except I've been going to the beach after work because the weath... » Continue Reading
Well today it was back to the grind but something beautiful happened. I just had this wonderful excited feeling, I think it was joy haha. I've never been married but I think it was like what someone feels on the morning of their wedding day. Like a really special occasion, and I was thinking: wouldn't it be something if everyday could be a special occasion? I think it can be. And work was as ... » Continue Reading
So last night I went to that potluck and someone made eggplant Parmesan which is one of my favorites. It was a really enjoyable night with some of my best friends and some people I'm just starting to get to know. We had tea, chatted about our lives, turned music on and sang some of our favorite songs together. One of the people I didn't know very well yet gave me a rather extravagant gift. No ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I went to a manga shop in town that was new to me, but didn't find what I was looking for. They're selection was actually quite small. I want to read Yona of the Dawn from where the anime left off. For those of you who don't know, Yona was an awesome anime but was cancelled after the first season due to poor DVD sales. So I've been trying to find the rest of the story in manga for aw... » Continue Reading
Last night I skipped dinner and went to bed kinda early and woke up at 4am super hungry, so I went to Javier's Tacos and got a gigantic breakfast burrito and there was a guy sleeping at one of the tables. I hadn't been to Javier's in years, I used to get lunch with my coworkers there at my old job. But the food was amazing just like I remembered and the place looked exactly the same. It was lik... » Continue Reading
So yesterday I found the absolute perfect apartment in the perfect location at the perfect price-point, but I didn't reach out because when I looked up the property management company, all of their reviews were 5-star reviews from fake AI generated profiles except for one, which was 2 stars and said they were a soulless corporation that didn't care about people. It just creeped me out. I'm start... » Continue Reading
Hey friends, the last few days have been a blur. At work, we are in mini-peak until later this month and we've had several people out sick and stuff, so it's been a lot. Sunday night I know I went to the movies and spilled all of my popcorn on the floor. Monday was crazy, I must have blacked out. I don't remember much from yesterday either except having a migraine all day and crying in the sho... » Continue Reading
Ok I haven't written here in a few days. It's been a crazy week. I've been so exhausted, I was physically and mentally incapable of posting. Today was one of those rare good weather days we have here in the spring, so I spent most of the day outside. I had a picnic in Washington Park, where the cherry blossoms were in full bloom. While there, someone asked me to take her photo, so I did so wit... » Continue Reading
Well I just woke up from a nap and it's a very quiet evening. I'm grateful that I live in a small complex down at the end of a dead-end street next to a forest. I can hear the neighbor's dog barking (he's a good boi). I can hear the faint footsteps someone in the building. I have a soft light on and I'm watching the fading daylight through my bedroom window. I'm listening to my body, my stoma... » Continue Reading
I was pretty sleepy most of today. Around midday I got some lunch and hung out by the waterfront and watched the boats. It was very windy but relatively warm (wore a tank top all day). Later in the afternoon I went to look at a house to possibly buy. I decided, well I'm not going to buy it lol. I think I knew in my heart that I didn't want this from the time I scheduled the appointment but I ... » Continue Reading
Welcome to another little slice of my life. Turned my phone completely off last night after posting and went to bed. I woke up at 2:45 AM and couldn't sleep for hours, so I finished a logic puzzle and then read for a little bit and was able to get back to sleep around 5. Thankfully it's a weekend and I could sleep in as much as I wanted. This morning I went down to the waterfront park in DT Po... » Continue Reading
Today was one of those days where everything seems difficult, even the smallest things, and nothing seemed to go right. And all day I've been getting really irritated with myself for making mistakes and forgetting things, which I knew was not right because it's totally ok to make mistakes and forget things sometimes. And to top it off, while making dinner I accidentally burned myself taking the ... » Continue Reading