why does it always trigger me when i meet someone on one of those 'bmf' posts or 'i want my person' ones, and we talk (or dont at all as i wait for them to respond or wtv) and later i see them matching with someone already. or something like that. it throws me into this moment where i just cry or get angry and already close the dm because idk. recently its been eating at me i dont have any friends... » Continue Reading
if you get easily triggered by topics such as sa, suicide, depression, self harm, death, pls dont look down I hate everything and everyone. It's like the whole world is against me, even the universe. I can never find peace with anything. Everyone and anything I like ends up fading away. Even the one, the only one person I thought would stick with me left. I'm not the best person, I know that. I ha... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm getting replaced. I have these two friends I'm generally close with and love talking to (when we're not talking about boys) and I only ever catch up with them when we hangout. We're a sort of trio yet I never find out about what's going on and when they talk about a new guy or smth I pretend to know. I don't know I might be going crazy but yeah. Recently they started hanging out wi... » Continue Reading