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religion and such

Category: Life

i went for a job interview today and they asked me a lot of questions on my personal beliefs. when i finished talking the guy asked me if i believed in god, to which i said no. he was like "huh. thats surprising. a lot of your beliefs seem to align very closely with religion" that's a little surprising to me! i view myself as a pretty godless person (as any traumatised disaster loser in her 20s mi... » Continue Reading

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vision board!!!

Category: Art and Photography

me and my friends made vision boards to celebrate the end of our first year!!!  » Continue Reading

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the door (or pretty much a whole lot of nothing!)

Category: Life

ive been getting a lot of tiktoks and reels and such about grief and what it means to be an adult and leave things behind and Be left behind and the act of sacrificing a former self in pursuit of something new. a friend texted me in the middle of the night yesterday telling me she felt like an all-round failure and a terrible person and i thought to myself: 'you may be all of those things but you'... » Continue Reading

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odd

Category: Life

few things feel truly real to me now and it's a bit odd! of course im having a fun time and indulging in my hobbies and smoking up a blast often, but none of it feels quite real at all. it just feels like my reality has shifted ever so slightly out of place since last year, and I haven't figured out how to shift it back to where it was. sometimes it feels like im living in a separate dimension ent... » Continue Reading

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the nba

Category: Life

this morning i went to the temple, and once i got back to my dorm i randomly decided it was time for me to develop an odd and sudden hyperfixation on the NBA. i'd love for anyone to yap to me about it because im new on the scene and im really oddly passionate about it now. i love ja morant and the memphis grizzlies specifically. i know they shittalk and act tough and be doin a whole lot during the... » Continue Reading

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silly things in my life

Category: Life

blogging is fun and i should do it more often so here's me doing it !  i went to the nostalgigyeah event yesterday and it was so super fun ❤️ midnight fusic is so fire live and the lead singer is GENUINELY so talented + he signed my cig pack!!!!! (it was the only thing i had on hand to be signed atm) my friends and i went to a friends apartment afterward to drink and celebrate her birthday and i a... » Continue Reading

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totally objective cig ranking

Category: Blogging

some of my friends (non-smokers) have been asking for my cigs a LITTTTTTLE too much. guys im Not giving you cigarettes okay if you wanna develop a nic addiction you're gonna have to man up and get your own pack like the rest of us. that being said, i just remembered this blog exists (wow i was REALLY going through it last time i was here) so here's an ordered ranking of every cig brand ive ever tr... » Continue Reading

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mood

Category: Blogging

わたししたいかえります、吸いますタバコ、と Webfish です » Continue Reading

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sappy

Category: Blogging

i love my friends. i will be okay. » Continue Reading

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MITSKI MIYAWAKI I LOVE YOU

Category: Blogging

oh shes so fucking real i need her entire discography implanted in my brain so bad » Continue Reading

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ZINE PLANNING STUFF

Category: Art and Photography

Currently listening to: Kingston - Faye Webster Felt like putting some of the drafting/planning/background stuff of making the zine on here ^^ Honestly this feels more important to me than the actual zine ngl.... PLANNING STAGE:  yup » Continue Reading

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#13

Category: Blogging

okay well usually when i'm feeling down my go-to activity is to somehow make myself feel more down. i really bring a kind of "hits rock bottom but brings a shovel" vibe to the table iykwim recently though I guess I've been trying not to wallow in my sadness a lot. RE: the poem I linked through the barcode which I'm also positive doesn't work oops my bad guys... I find that being sad is extremely c... » Continue Reading

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