#13

okay well usually when i'm feeling down my go-to activity is to somehow make myself feel more down. i really bring a kind of "hits rock bottom but brings a shovel" vibe to the table iykwim

recently though I guess I've been trying not to wallow in my sadness a lot. RE: the poem I linked through the barcode which I'm also positive doesn't work oops my bad guys... I find that being sad is extremely comfortable and cathartic and it's much harder than having to "maintain" being happy, since I don't really trust it (my happiness) a lot (can't blame me I'm EXTREMELY unlucky)

but regardless it's a cycle I'm trying to break. so, to answer the question... talk to friends, or listen to happier music (usually unsuccessful), or be anywhere else other than my home <3

oh here's the poem btw: https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1223277