in another world, my name is coraline. I'm only 13 and i go by 'cora' for short. i havent experienced any true misogyny just yet, at least nothing of note. i dont know about adult life, and poverty, and the way friends seem to disappear. no one has told me im ugly or annoying just yet. i dont consider that they ever really could. Im an artist. i paint pictures without much of a plan in mind. I wri... » Continue Reading
i think im going nuts. i cant talk about anything but whats happened to me or whats happening to me. i feel like a broken record. i know im doing this but i cant find myself stopping. is this all i am? my trauma? my mental illness? what happened to my interests? my opinions? worthless trivia on superficial things? its like i forgot about my personhood. on a positive note i made the decision to qu... » Continue Reading
all i do is rot rot rot rot rot. thats about it. for 8 years this is how i've been. i know i should be doing more with my life but i just cant bring myself to care. every day its just another false reassurance to my parents : "yeah i wanna study this", or "yeah i've been applying to some jobs". its all bs. » Continue Reading