6th march 2024....

i think im going nuts. 

i cant talk about anything but whats happened to me or whats happening to me.

i feel like a broken record.

i know im doing this but i cant find myself stopping. is this all i am? my trauma? my mental illness? what happened to my interests? my opinions? worthless trivia on superficial things? its like i forgot about my personhood.

on a positive note i made the decision to quit nicotine. im gonna try herbal cigs now. hopefully it helps.