i think I enjoy being a bit sick. there is something about giving in, letting the disorder do the thinking. a softness in saying "i tried, im tired, you can take over now". no more fighting. my mind is emptying itself, getting ready to sleep. i dont want to fight it. i dont want to be brave or important or strong or be worth more than this. i dont want to know all the ways i could have been better... » Continue Reading
September 23th...maybe around 1 AM Conjuring 1 and 2 aren't scary at all. They're like the classics and "must" watch of horror. Anybody who is into horror has usually already seen them, they said. Well, I just finished them. I was more used to watch horrors like American Psycho, Pearl or Midsommar (the classics of Tiktok, unfortunetly) but never the modern classics, like Scream, IT or the Exorcist... » Continue Reading
This is going to be a dream diary since I've been having A LOT of them and it lowkey freaks me out because I usually don't dream that much (atleast I don't remember them) ♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰ 24/7/31 - Drowning Nightmare My school was going to this interior waterpark shi and it's hella weird cause I can remember it had that type of liminal pool room... » Continue Reading