Tapetal

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"Gaming, or sleeping."

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Mood: Bored, probably dying


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cramp in the leg

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Literally have nothing else to blog about besides that my leg got a cramp just now. although I am doing better and feel better than I did before. Things are looking up for me.q » Continue Reading

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Unlucky

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I'm so unlucky in my life, nothing has really gone my way even things I can't control. Maybe I should just change this account to doomposting only lol. All I do is complain and whine on this account. » Continue Reading

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Feeling better

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I feel better now, still not that many friends but i've just been enjoying stuff more lately. I've been thinking about cutting someone I know off since they only seem to message me when they want to vent and not really interested in being friends with me. » Continue Reading

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I'm unlikeable

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I've come to the conclusion that I'm just not a very interesting or easy to like person. None of my old friends ever kept in contact with me and couldn't really give a damn about me. I'm pretty much all alone and i'm miserable from it.  » Continue Reading

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Feeling useless

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I feel pretty useless all the time. I'm a neet who doesn't really do anything besides lay around and rot. I've been trying to pick up coding and I just feel like an even bigger idiot now. It doesn't really matter how much effort I put in I just can't seem to learn anything.  » Continue Reading

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How to become more social?

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I want to be more social and meet more people, specifically online but I can't really put myself out there and meet people without them coming to me. I get super anxious and feel unable to talk to people even while online. » Continue Reading

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Schizophrenia

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I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and at first I was taking it well and now it's kinda hit me. It's made my suicidal ideations flare up again because the thought of living with such a debilitating illness makes me sick.  » Continue Reading

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Feeling bleh

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Feeling bleh, Might commit later idk? Probably not since I still gotta do my chores, wouldn't want my mom to be mad at me right? » Continue Reading

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Frustrated I have no talent

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I have no talent just like title says. I don't have anything I was able to pick up easily and every single skill I have has been a chore to learn. It's a pain in my ass and makes me feel so much lesser than everyone around me. I just don't get things as easily as others do. » Continue Reading

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Empty

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I can't really enjoy anything, I'm so bored all the time and don't know what to do. I just sit in my chair wondering what to do and feeling bad. Any ideas on how to fix this? » Continue Reading

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Oversleeping

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I slept pretty much through all of yesterday and I'm still pretty tired. I guess my body is addicted to Adderall and cannot live without it at this point. That or i'm dying of some strange illness.  » Continue Reading

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Decent night of sleep

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Last night I ended up sleeping nearly 12 hours straight. I am unsurprisingly still tired, I guess I am forever doomed to be addicted to caffine.  » Continue Reading

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