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Schizophrenia

I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and at first I was taking it well and now it's kinda hit me. It's made my suicidal ideations flare up again because the thought of living with such a debilitating illness makes me sick.Β 


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So you've been diagnosed with schizophrenia hm. Well that's a really serious struggle. I'm sorry man, look you're not crazy or anything. Just remember that.

Care to talk a little about how it is for you? What makes you think and that. I'm sorry if this sounds so ignorant: Do you hear voices? I've heard that there is quite a lot of different things about schizophrenia.

Overall, how does it affects you?


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I mainly suffer from auditory hallucinations as well as thoughts that people are out to get me. I have yet to start the meds for it but it's pretty frustrating as it makes me turn hostile towards people I care about because I believe they're plotting against me sometimes. The hallucinations are more of a nuisance rather than a serious issue as it's more like thinking I hear someone than finding out no one is there.

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Ah, that totally sucks. Not that i would know, i can only imagine with the things you've said.

About the uhh, is it okay if i call it some sort of paranoia? I meant the thought of people chasing you or plotting against you. Could you make an example? Only if you want tho, obv you know that but i had to say it anyway.

And with an example i meant, y'know something that happened and it was only your mind like; I was just waiting on the line to buy the chores and the people behind me muttering made me think it was about me. Or something, idk.

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Well the example you gave is the most common, when people whisper, talk, snicker or laugh I think it's about me. This normally only happens if I can't hear them properly. A more extreme example would be when I was walking home one time and someone was behind me, I started panicking thinking they were after me and ended up sprinting home out of fear.

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