been gone a bit. but im back! i feel so disconnected from the girl i was just a few months ago. im just always changing, flowing through dmental personas like a leaf in a river. i dont know who i am. ever. but. anyways. i got a job! i work at a little thrift shop, locally owned. its just me, four walls, and a crap ton of trinkets 5 days a week, 8 hours a day. but it’s peaceful and not stress induc... » Continue Reading
every passing day the urge to just pack a bag and get on a bus to a new city grows stronger and stronger. this town has nothing for me. and it feels like it's holding me down. but how would i even start? you need money for everything. and no matter how many job applications i've filled out, i've heard nothing back. i can't leave with no money. so do i just wing it and pray? get on that bus, head ... » Continue Reading