leaving

every passing day the urge to just pack a bag and get on a bus to a new city grows stronger and stronger. this town has nothing for me. and it feels like it's holding me down.

but how would i even start? you need money for everything. and no matter how many job applications i've filled out, i've heard nothing back. i can't leave with no money. 

so do i just wing it and pray? get on that bus, head to a big city, sleep in a sleeping bag in some bushes somewhere, and pray i find a job.

for now it's just a daydream, but maybe one day i'll have the guts to leave.