I have what I believe to be a confirmed timeline of what happened. She broke up with me. Somewhere between 5-20 minutes later, she asks out her boyfriend. They were probably in the same room when she broke up with me. I understand obsessing over this won't help. It will only make it hurt more in the long run, and yet I still keep trying to understand. When did she realize she stopped liking me? Sh... » Continue Reading
I grew up a very anxious child. I don't remember how my bubbly toddler self that grew up in the suburbs of Chicago ended up like this. Every teacher conference ended with how smart of a kid I was. "Gifted," apparently. They just wanted me to raise my hand more. One teacher wanted me to try twice before the year was over and I couldn't even handle that. At the start of middle school, I knew who I w... » Continue Reading
I say that as if I don't still have 2 days after memorial day but we're ignoring that for now. My family and I are heading to another country which I'm so excited about!! We're going to see a concert for my favorite artist. I would say more details, but I'm exceptionally wary of internet safety. I'll say more when we get back. I'm still super worried about going to high school. I've had one teache... » Continue Reading
It actually doesn't matter anymore. At the ripe time of about ten minutes ago, I am now single. Apparently my now ex-girlfriend likes one of my ex's exes more than me (and still wants to be friends). Seriously? Planning on ghosting them once we go to different schools. Sincerely, Someone who just needs summer break » Continue Reading
My first relationship came with a friend I had known for literally years. Most likely seven, but I've stopped counting as of late. We broke it off mainly because of how she views things that are important to me. (For example, I tried educating her on an active war going on when she wanted further clarification on why I responded the way I did. She then said she "didn't care until it would effect [... » Continue Reading
I've always been told growing up that "you're next teacher won't accept this" or whatever they tried to say. Most times they were wrong. 5th grade did let me turn in work a little late and 6th grade let me take a blanket to school. It was a small kind of defiance to find those small cracks and prove myself. All of that feels irrelevant now. As the school year is coming to a close (only a week left... » Continue Reading
i haven’t been very active as of recently (sorry to any mutuals who had noticed the disappearance) i got a bit too in over my head about marching band and sadly had to drop out of it still planning on doing winter guard whenever the season is over with possible leader role?! we’re planning on moving soon which would be really cool, especially since living in an apartment and transitioning into a h... » Continue Reading
i don’t get what it is (because i used to hate phone calls at all), but late night calling with one of my friends is so sweet we literally just talk for a couple minutes and then mute our microphones so we can fall asleep with eachother it calms a sense of anxiety that i never even knew i had. » Continue Reading
IM NOT EVEN IN HIGH SCHOOL YET AND SOMEHOW I HAVE THREE FINALS TO STUDY FOR ONLY ONE OF MY CLASSES IS A HS LEVEL AND SOMEHOW HALF MY OTHER ONES FELT TOO LEFT OUT AND JUST NEEDED ME TO SUFFER HELPPPPPPPP » Continue Reading