It's strange the way my mind thinks about a person when I'm attracted to them or they catch my attention. I think I'm a little crazy for wanting all of the other person's time. I love to love, I love to know everything about the other person, to obsess over them. I wish I could take my heart out and show how it beats for them. I'm also jealous, possessive, and passionate. I hate even imagining how... » Continue Reading
Day after day I feel strange and I hope I'm not the only one. Everything feels fake and I feel like we shouldn't be here. Nostalgia slowly consumes me, and every now and then I think about not ceasing to exist. I don't know what our purpose in life or in this world is, but I want a quiet life where there's only silence and tranquility, to live near the beach or on a mountain with a view, or to die... » Continue Reading