I am a compulsive crazy lover

It's strange the way my mind thinks about a person when I'm attracted to them or they catch my attention. I think I'm a little crazy for wanting all of the other person's time. I love to love, I love to know everything about the other person, to obsess over them.

I wish I could take my heart out and show how it beats for them.

I'm also jealous, possessive, and passionate. I hate even imagining how another person can get close to or breathe the same air as the person I like. I think I have a problem with that. Maybe I'm just weird.

Sometimes it just makes me angry that I can't be in that person's consciousness. I feel like I'll despair if I don't hear from them for even 5 seconds.

I feel like my personality wouldn't appeal to many people; no one cares about me. I have so much to offer in return that it makes me a little sad.

Is it so wrong to want to love someone with all your life?

I would like someone to understand that my way of loving is wanting to devour her as if she were a beast hungry for her.