Isn't it weird how everything lately feels fake?

Day after day I feel strange and I hope I'm not the only one. Everything feels fake and I feel like we shouldn't be here. Nostalgia slowly consumes me, and every now and then I think about not ceasing to exist. I don't know what our purpose in life or in this world is, but I want a quiet life where there's only silence and tranquility, to live near the beach or on a mountain with a view, or to die slowly while I watch a sunset and feel my life slipping away. I feel like I'm weird, but I'm not the only one. Maybe I need a break from everything, to go far away.

Although I don't know where, I'd like to meet people who feel the same way, to talk, I don't know. . .