Reddits' r/suicidewatch is a forum I admit I read more than i should for my mental health, I have always been interested in the topic of suicide ever since I was little for some unkown reason. Curiosity is a big factor since I've thought of myself that more than an intelligent person I'm simply too curious for my own good. A main topic I dabble my curiosity in is life and death, moreso the act of ... » Continue Reading
At some point in life you have to realize that you only have yourself. Some say you have God along beside you, but that divine belief is simply a belief, a hope. And this will only get you so far, when responding to the question if life is worth it or if it gets better, I take an optimistic nihilist approach. Yeah, life is meaninless but thats the beauty of it, life is meaningless that you yourse... » Continue Reading
17 seems to be the worst time to be alive, I watch others on Reddit saying that they are 17 and and want to ctb. Others talk about how they are glad that they did not do this at 17. Is it truly worth it thought to live past this supposedly wretched age? Does it have to do with something about the brain, not a kid not an adult, simply existing in a sort of limbo. How I hope that the frase "The worl... » Continue Reading
Where did Lucifer get the idea of what is "bad" if he was also in heaven, a high ranking angel in a place of all that is good and holy? A place where there is supposedly no "bad"? Firstly, what factor/s determines your acceptence into heaven? There is no one or few things that determine this but their is for hell? We as people "sin" because we see these actions from others, so who or what was Lu... » Continue Reading