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idk everything is just pissing me off, idk what is going on with me but im just very upset most days. it started like last week pretty much when I started running, but i havent noticed that im calmer if i dont run or anything like that, so i dont think that could be the cause. honestly im totally clueless. i cant be around anyone, barely even my friends, definitely not my family, i just want to be left. the. fuck. ALONE. but that cant happen because i have my birthday this weekend, my dads birthday on the 6th, and my grandmas birthday on the 9th, and i need my senior pictures taken and community service done and my grades are dropping in school and a close friend's birthday on the 16th and im dogsitting this weekend. girl when i tell you i am THIS CLOSE to literally LOSING MY SHIT. i cant do this no more i need to be sedated. i need to call my dr#g d3@l3r or some shit