"8647 / DEATH TO FASCISM MOTHERFUCKERS"
16, USA, Male
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I'm not quite sure where I stand on the topic of getting girlfriends. On one hand, it would be nice to know that someone likes me, but on the other hand—I know this sounds stupid—but I can't help but feel like if I got a girlfriend, I would accidentally mistreat her. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm an incel of sorts, not because of misogyny—I have nothing but love and respect for women (anyone... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
After about a month and a half of (mostly) feeling like shit, I think I'm finally through with the note situation with PLW/whatsername. The other day I realized that life's too short to be a mopey little bitch about something as trivial as a girl not liking me back, and that day was the happiest I've had in a while. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
McIntyre's Law: The easier/stupider a guessed password is, the more likely it is to be correct. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Just a few minutes ago, I was looking for my notebook (which I practically always doodle in when I'm bored), and after not being able to find it, I ran back to both of the classrooms I was in looking for it, just to be unsuccessful as well. You wanna know where it was? In my fucking backpack, hidden under some shit. I hate my life. » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
A couple days ago some stupid jackasses in my class were ripping on my voice, and the thing that makes it bullshit was there was a girl there with, and I mean all due respect with this, an arguably worse voice, and they weren't ripping on her at all. Some double standard bullshit if I've ever seen it. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My mom had to borrow my brother's car to pick me up from school today, because one of the tires on the family car popped off, and she and I have been stuck in this son of a bitch for, like, 20 minutes now because it just refuses to start. Guess I'll just stay here the rest of my life. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's been about a week and a half since the note incident with whatsername, and I still haven't been able to fully let it go. Not in an "I must have her" sort of way, but in an "I feel like a horrible person" kind of way. My conscience has admittedly cleared up within the past day or two, but there's still some layer of guilt there. » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
One of the perks of having noise-canceling headphones is that, with the push of a button, you can drown out the inane, ridiculous babble some of your classmates engage in. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The following is a letter I plan to give to the girl I mentioned. I was going to keep it private, but I feel like my guilt won't be fully resolved unless people are aware of it. Dear Whatsername: I am deeply sorry for sending you notes. It is clear you don't like me back, and I would like to sincerely apologize for the severe harassment. I promise I will never send you anything ever again. You des... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
You know the girl I've written about a handful or two on here? Well, a few minutes ago, I was trying to hand her another note, and her friend told me, somewhat loudly, to leave them alone. Next time I have a crush on someone, I'm just not gonna bother expressing it. I feel like a tool. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
For a while now, I've been sleeping for only about 5 hours every Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. This is what I have experienced: - extreme guilt over innocent things. For about 2 or 3 months, I've had a crush on a girl at my school, and I like to hand her notes. Even though I know that my intentions are good and innocent, in my head I always feel like I'm harassing a poor, innocent woman, ... » Continue Reading
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