On winter break now! I'm taking a winter class, but it's so fucking boring. I'm a little bit ahead so I can afford to slack on it. I thrifted a 20 cent sketchbook and now I'm challenging myself to fill every single page to improve my art. I don't think I'm bad at art, but I don't draw because I don't think I can draw well enough and I don't draw well enough because I don't draw. Negative feedback ... » Continue Reading
I left my weed at my parent's house because I wanted to focus during finals week and now all my finals are over but I'm stuck at college with nothing to do. Been watching a lot of movies. I recently watched Zero Day (2003) which was pretty cool. I want to do some more original writing, but I have too much time and not enough time. I'm going back to work soon, which I'm weirdly excited about. I've ... » Continue Reading
As I've grown older, something I've struggled to come to terms with is my intense envy of other people. I'm critical of people, overly so, and I harbor hatred toward them because they carry traits I wish I had. I've been internally and externally rude to certain people for this reason. I'm too old for this. I need to stop, but it's difficult. One of my friends, DV, she has a good job and she goes ... » Continue Reading
I broke down and ordered a bunch of fabric by the yard along with denim sewing needles. I have a bunch of cool ideas for designs right now! I'm so excited for the package to come in. Something I don't like is that whenever I get into a creative hobby again, I run out of creative steam very quickly. I want to stick to these interests, but it's so difficult for me to stay invested. I want to master,... » Continue Reading
This is a rant. So, there has been another instance of the Panera Bread charged lemonade killing someone. When we discussed this event at work, one person in particular was unsympathetic, claiming that if someone has a health condition they should just not consume the hyper-caffeinated lemonade. I find this argument upsetting and unsympathetic. The person in question said » Continue Reading