i've been walking in the shadows for so long. i can't remember when i started to be like this, but at this rate if i'd try to live differently i dont think i'd last. i've never been a fan of being alone, yet i always end up like this. » Continue Reading
so theres this guy that i know, i've known him since 3rd grade and i've had a crush on him for like two years?? we're in 7th grade now and hes made a lot of new friends, but we were really close back then, and we're kind of close now. we used to hang out sometimes after school and stuff but like we dont really do that anymore, i mean we're sometimes on call and stuff but like not that often. there... » Continue Reading
ive been so busy and so tired recently. i've just been sleeping almost all day, like im asleep more than im awake. i dont think thats really healthy for me, but oh well. i've gotten a new room and stuff which is cool. sometimes i feel like im a ghost, or a cat whos trying to get out of a room. i feel weak and tired, and i've stopped taking care of myself too. everything feels unreal, and i cant re... » Continue Reading
do you ever just look at yourself in the mirror and go: "why do i look the same" after using skincare products?? is it just me or what anyways, im finished with my springtrap cosplay now which is fun, and i cant wait to wear it at the cosplay convention but i fucked up the wig so im not wearing a wig but thats okay anyway, im gonna be streaming today i think (if im not grounded) » Continue Reading