i'm checking up on my spacehey for the first time in a while and just wanted to make a blog post because i have been doing so well since last time i updated by profile :] i am almost done with my first year of college (one test left) and i've been spending so much time with great people and i've grown immensely since last year. i'm excited for the summer. hopefully i can find a job :p tambien yo e... » Continue Reading
i started testosterone on thursday the 14th. im so fucking glad i finally got here after all the transphobia from my parents and the arguments and the self doubt and the economic instability that made me think this would never be possible. im finally lifting this weight off my shoulders other stuff happening: my boyfriend got me a book about mcr for christmas !! we did presents super early. i luv ... » Continue Reading
here's all of the code i use for my profile!! im learning html and css as i go so this should be super user friendly ☆ my original layout was black star layout by gods_worst_angel but i've changed everything from it lol » Continue Reading
Your words are ancient artifacts, drops of a drowning history You fingers scuttle, skimming pages of scripts and manufactured skips Your hair twists, your shoes tip, your collar brushes up against your cheek and you are so delectable. The crowd lays their long eyes upon you Taking in your venue your vase of veneers and fractalled faucets from which the drip of wit spills out on your tongue like... » Continue Reading
I love you like air I love you like blood I love you like the blade against my throat I wait for you like the drop of the guillotine I love you in song I love you in dreams I love you in the font of a child's scream and I miss you like a mother » Continue Reading
I can recall a blasphemous euphoria I want to find myself returned to fever I want to submit to the vibrant vermillion earth I want to love like lava over water, carving craters in you]...] » Continue Reading
that same childish longing the gloss of the eyes, the aimless mind lamenting a loss and a lackthereof laminated fingernails & cardboard thighs wine dry and horse poor the poetry of dependency has passed & left only the inevitable recidivism a feeling of wrong that radiates, a time and place not yet tasted, but still somehow forgotten[...] » Continue Reading
I would like to describe you as the great poets of our modern time have the skies the lines aside your eyes running together as rivers the corners of your smile rising high like the writer's hand above the empty page endless and open your irises the horizon on my shining night twinkling and swirling in the dappled golden light dancing softly on your cheeks as they lightly fall and fly » Continue Reading