i started testosterone !!!!!

i started testosterone on thursday the 14th. im so fucking glad i finally got here after all the transphobia from my parents and the arguments and the self doubt and the economic instability that made me think this would never be possible. im finally lifting this weight off my shoulders

other stuff happening: my boyfriend got me a book about mcr for christmas !! we did presents super early. i luv him and i am dreading leaving him for a month so much it's unreal how much i already miss him

i'm also listening to thursday and im sort of conflicted because anthony green's voice lowkey annoys me but it's also much closer to hardcore and i obviously enjoy that so overall it's really good it's just when he's not screaming that i go ooough.. who told this man he had a good melodic voice..

my boyfriend also started his t (gel) earlier this week so now we're both on it !! i'm so lucky and grateful for all the things in my life rn

i am freaking out about going home for break because it's going to be really bad for my mental health :c my therapist literally told me i should stay in the dorm but idk what to do.. oh well it will be ok