Ellie

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"You destoryed my trust,You fucked up."

15,Rather to be left alone,Taken but closed off.

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Mood: "Im pretty numb so its painless,baby."


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Horrid and rough.

Category: Writing and Poetry

Horrid and rough,thats what life is.Being a girl fucking sucks!Being me sucks!Wanna know why?Well i have a fucking list! 1) Attachment issues 2) PTSD 3) Trust issues 4)I suffer with Haphephobia (Fear of being touched or touching) 5)ANY store i walk in i get fucking sexualized. 6) Non stop getting hit on by 20 yrs while im 15!! 7) A fucked over life 8) Alot of men suck. 9)Im allergic to things that... » Continue Reading

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VENT + STORYTIME

Category: Blogging

...what the fuck?.. Im having a full on panic attack... i know why but still...Panic attack. My dad is abusive and he got out of jail so yep. I was younger,around 9.My dad was yelling at my mom and i snapped..I snapped at him for making my siblings scared.Now i fucking fear him. » Continue Reading

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Blog

Category: Blogging

Okay,update.Im getting hella pissed at some girl who wont fuck off!I told her 'Im sorry,im not into girls' and shes still all over me!Like TF?! » Continue Reading

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Playlist?

Category: Blogging

My favorites by Ellie - Pandora Ill stay silent abt my playlist as it keeps me working. » Continue Reading

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Confusion?

Category: Blogging

K-I-L-L-M-E im confused on my sexuality.Im confused on everything now. Like...Why we alive? Why am I alive? Im confused asf » Continue Reading

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!VENT (TW- Dizzy,bl00d,broken bones)!

Category: Blogging

Oh my fucking god..Everyone is like  'your so perfect' 'your such a good girl' 'You are fine!' But then theres the chaos side 'HOW?!' 'TF' "WHAT!?' Then the nasty side... 'I want you down on your knee's begging' 'Your mine' 'Whore' 'My whore' 'Slut' 'You only get stalked cause your pretty' I dont wanna be pretty!I dont even wanna be alive!I have these stupid sessions that » Continue Reading

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My shirt

Category: Blogging

Ive fucked up.Im wearing a black bra with a hella see through tee and my bra outline can be seen.Ive hella fucked up. » Continue Reading

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Story time!

Category: Podcast

So hi!If your new to my account im Ellie!Im a 15 year old art student.Im starting story times today so yay.Story one is...."Too young,not innocent." So i was nine and bewarned.This has me getting fed up and snapping.I never snap.Ive always been the silent child as i was diagnosed as a selective mute.My condition was more harsh,As if i spoke i stuttered and i still do!I cant read out loud due to th... » Continue Reading

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