Sorry.. I just had a long day. Love is a word that has no meaning to me I can’t say I feel this feeling for anyone anymore from here on I’m continuing this shitty life alone.. no one could even fathom how I feel. My peace is not having happiness cs it can go away so id rather js not have it. Protecting my peace, practicing celibacy again. From now on i dont have anyone, im completely alone. » Continue Reading
As of recent I Js been feeling really eh.. im like the black sheep of my family everyone has this correct path I should be walking but im straying away I feel like a lost cause like im hopeless it’s best if I was left rotting away in my own sorrow life Js ain really been too sweet yk… a lot of stress a lot of problems Js a lot idk if I can take it anymore honestly js leave me let me be alone forge... » Continue Reading
Devil on my shoulder but where the angel? Often I feel all alone n don’t know how to stop it. Dnt nb else know what im feelin. Someday I’ll wake up from this dream. I don’t trust, You don’t know the half of it. » Continue Reading
Females man. So sensitive. A lil jokey joke turns into her having an attitude very quickly I Js dnt understand it’s like walking on thin ice ts js dnt make sense bruh. Mentally declining. Ima Js stop joking. » Continue Reading
Yea… Js blame it all on me. Use me as a vessel of distress. Take out all your pain and anger on the one that’s really tryna help you. Yea go ahead become distant n nonverbal. This is something I'm used to but when ya cycle comes it’s 10x worse a regular guy wouldn’t take this but guess what I’m not a regular guy you may call it toxicity but I call it actually being there for the girl you love. No ... » Continue Reading