Thoughts pt.2

As of recent I Js been feeling really eh.. im like the black sheep of my family everyone has this correct path I should be walking but im straying away I feel like a lost cause like im hopeless it’s best if I was left rotting away in my own sorrow life Js ain really been too sweet yk… a lot of stress a lot of problems Js a lot idk if I can take it anymore honestly js leave me let me be alone forget me let me go Js please cut me off… let me feel the despair worsen cs at this point life would be better if I wasn’t living it none of us ask to be here. I Js been thinking and contemplating life. Am I living a lie am I diluted by my blindness and false hope for love am I Js a brainless idiot. Y must I have to go thru this. Y does everyone and everything have to be so complicated, no one will ever understand what I go thru…..