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im alone

Category: Writing and Poetry

these hands lie empty where i wanted you to hold. these ears are quiet without the music we enjoyed. my eyes are bleeding clear blood from the damage youve done, but i cant say a word despite dying in this flood. i stick my head above the water and i cant see because the beasts shove it back down. i cant breathe.  where are you, because im all alone. please somebody rescue me from under the sea, i... » Continue Reading

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looking for alesana fans

Category: Music

hmu if you listen to alesana im crying and begging on my lnee » Continue Reading

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accepted to my dream college :D

Category: School, College, University

i was accepted into my dream college a couple days ago and im still in shock. ive wanted to go to this college for years and the decision came back insanely quick :DDDD » Continue Reading

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poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

why do i live, only to die? why do i love, when it makes me cry? if i always fail, why do i try? this world hates me and i hate it too. if only it was as awful to you. » Continue Reading

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they broke up?!!

Category: Life

today my EX BFF hannah and my crush aka her BOYFRIEND were NOT holding hands in the hallway! something is fishy here i think they broke up why else would they not be so close anymore. my new friend anna agrees with me x33 » Continue Reading

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frankie and grover

Category: Music

my profile picture is frankie and grover because i think its hillarious that my chemical romance met grover from sesame street » Continue Reading

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birthday party

Category: Life

my birthday is in 2 weeks and i always have a birthday party but this year my ex bff hannah betrayed me so i have no one to invite ;C theres the cool girl anna ive been talking to lately but im woried that she secretly hates me and is pretending to like me so i dont want to invite her. i guess ill spend my birthday alone..... » Continue Reading

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december

Category: Life

DECEMBER IS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH AND I HATE IT BECAUSE EVERY BIRTHDAY IS ONE BIRTHDAY CLOSER TO MY LAST BIRTHDAY EVER. ONCE YOU GET OLDER YOU CANT GO BACK. BIRTHDAYS ARE SIGNS OF DEATH BEING MORE SOON  » Continue Reading

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Spotify wraped

Category: Music

my chemical romance is my top artist! im in the top 0.05% of there listeners x3333 my ex bff hannah is a poser!! She says shes emo and i thought she was emo but her top artist was taylor swift. im not too surprised though of course shes a swifty, swifties are the WORST PEOPLE EVER I HATE SWIFTIES » Continue Reading

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vacation

Category: Life

my family went to mexico so i havent logged on. it was fun but all my black emo clothing made me feel suuuuuuuuper hot and sweatie » Continue Reading

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school today

Category: Life

i think i might be making a new friend. which is very strange because im emo and nobody likes me at school. ;(  but there was this one girl today named anna who told me that she thinks im cool and she said that she likes the song king for a day by peirce the veil. thats my favorite peirce the veil song!!! :DD anna seems very nice i never new her before today, i dont know why she wants to be my fri... » Continue Reading

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DEPRESION

Category: Life

i have been crying for the past 3 hours because my mom said im too young to see mcr at when were young next year!!!!! im not to young i swear!!!! i want to see mcr sooo bad their my favorite band ever!! im very depressed bc i cannot see them  » Continue Reading

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