My dad got hit by a car (which was karma imo) but he can take care of me now, i have a medical thing I don't know how to handle, I broke up with my bf because he showed me p0rn and wanted me to have s3x with him when i said i wasnt comfortable with that. i just want to see my mom it's been less that 24 hrs since i got to my dads but i want to go back sm. at least i have a new bf (I think) and i kn... » Continue Reading
i want to vent to people but nobody wants to hear cos they think I'm an attention seeker. I just have shit i need to talk about what the fuck. » Continue Reading
I went to the hospital for Cysts two weeks ago and no medication or antibiotic helps. they're too small to operate on. at the hospital, they put me on an IV and gave me anxiety meds. I had to get an ultrasound too. they didn't let me pee :'(. I got out the next day and the doctors told me to take acetaminophen. I have weird eating habits due to my ED and shit but it;s gotten worse and idk what to ... » Continue Reading
I LEFT SCHOOL EARLY TODAY CAUSE I HAD PAIN IN MY SIDE, BOTH THE SCHOOL NURSES AND ANOTHER PHYSICIAN SAY IT'S A SLIGHT CHANCE OF APPENDICITIS IM FUCKING SCARED GUYS PLEASE SURGERY SEEMS SO SCARY IM CRYING » Continue Reading
remember when i said I had a partner back in late November/ early December? yeah so it was just one big misunderstanding but I thought we were together but apparently not so uhh yeah I took an L lmao... but I joined another band with two of my best friends and I like one of them and I text him like a lot and i'd like to say we're close or something- like good friends. 2024 kinda sucks tho lmao but... » Continue Reading
i'm in a band with the guy I like and I keep texting him about band stuff for an excuse to talk to him and I think he's catching on to me which is alr but like he might stop talking to me or make fun of me or smth cause bro is kinda rude but like ya'll help idk what to do... » Continue Reading
my therapist thinks I have an ED called ARFID and I'm starting to think she's right. I haven't been eating as much, but it's not that I don't want to it's just that I'm not hungry or I'm scared of getting sick from it. there's only certain foods I'll eat or I'll only eat if I have to and it's just really shitty I don't know what to do. my parents are concerned and I am too. I just feel like shit. » Continue Reading