TW VENT AND MEDICAL SHIT !!

I went to the hospital for Cysts two weeks ago and no medication or antibiotic helps. they're too small to operate on. at the hospital, they put me on an IV and gave me anxiety meds. I had to get an ultrasound too. they didn't let me pee :'(. I got out the next day and the doctors told me to take acetaminophen. I have weird eating habits due to my ED and shit but it;s gotten worse and idk what to do. I''ll have a bite or two and then I get nauseous and can't eat. due to lack of food I've been getting I've gotten terrible headaches. it;s harder to move my hands for some reason and same with my legs, and i'm super impulsive. I might strap myself down with a belt cause i'm scared I'll hurt myself without realizing. I'm at my dad's right now and he doesn't know about what happened the other day. (I tried to eat paper and metal, I spit all over my hands and I tried to break a bunch of things). I started taking probiotics. maybe that'll help. I know it can't hurt though.  I hope whatever the fuck it is it;s not chronic.