it's just the tragic reality that there isn't enough time in the day to get everything done. work takes up way too much mf time and it really sucks!! not my cousin just randomly showing up at my house. here goes that disenfranchised guilt or whatever my therapist was talkin about... imagine if things were different and my bf had been working with him all this time and we had been going to hawai'i ... » Continue Reading
getting older is soo weird! especially bc of covid there’s like 3 years of my life that don’t even seem real i feel at most 25 right now but 28 wow!! :o i was on the internet at 8 pretending to be 13 lmao trying to like fit in and then i was just a teenager with other teenagers and now i feel old as hell compared to most ppl i come across and idk it’s weird that i’m almost 30 and don’t feel like i... » Continue Reading
yeah what the title says just wanna scream for a really long time i feel like i have so many pent up emotions like anger and sadness and guilt and depression and anxiety and hopelessness and sorrow and yeah idk i feel like it’s making a really nasty soup inside of me :( going to start rambling more often because like why not. i had to cancel my appointment today the cramps were just too bad but it... » Continue Reading