Remember when i said i finally got a job in the field i studied for? I got fucking fired. The doctor had said it was because, in short words, i was too slow. In my previous entry i had mentioned i was having fun. I really was. I guess past me had future vision because I DID NOT get along with my coworkers. To be honest, they were racist & two-faced. They would talk badly about patients while THEY ... » Continue Reading
I FEEL LIKE I SAY THIS A LOT.. BUT.. A LOT HAS CHANGED.. A LOT HAS HAPPENED.. I think i will start by recounting the things that happened since i last updated this blog. Soooo, I finally got a job in the field i studied! i love it so far. everyone i work with are so nice buuut i feel like i could never make a real connection with them. You see... they are different from me in a lot of ways.. they ... » Continue Reading
I think it was last month I was typing up a new entry. My laptop died before I could finish & post. To recap- FIL admitted to cheating on my MIL for 9 months. Of course, there's more to it but that is the gist. For current events.. I don't know if I want to stay with my bf. We've been fighting so so much. Mainly over house things (chores, raising baby, etc). The more I argue with him ober these t... » Continue Reading
UPDATE I got back with my EX. I guess technically we only took a break. I took him back about 3 times lol. All very different circumstances. We got back together I think a week later but took me much longer to move back in with him due to his parents being upset with me & me not wanting to leave my parents. Ever since We got back together, I've been picking up & dropping off baby. MEANING i am see... » Continue Reading
A LETTER I RECIEVED FROM AN EX-BOYFREIND FROM OUR RECENT BREAKUP Dear xxx, I want to say thank you. Thank you for making this the last year the happiest I think I've ever been. Thank you for staying at my side throughout all the challenges we've faced. You were there for me when i was at m » Continue Reading
OPEN LETTER. THANK YOU FOR ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING. I tried my absolute hardest to stay calm & collected after everything I have been through with you all. I am tired of trying. Everyday I was left with the necessity to disappear completely. I know its easy to assume who-knows-what about somebody you hardly talk to. Where everyone went wrong is spreading those assump » Continue Reading
05112024 Currently getting together all the drafts I've conjured up from the past two months to post. Not only do i have to collect my drafts from my personal computer, I have to get them from my work computer as well!! Sometimes I get bored at work & decide to type out an entry.. It has really come to bite me in the ass........ SpaceHey should really add drafts.. Expect more blog entries soon! xo » Continue Reading
ALL ABOUT THE EFFECT, NOT THE INTENTION. Hurting others while having good intentions will still negatively impact them. I hate that he is blaming himself. I hate how he thinks it is his fault. All this happened because of me. If I still had feelings for her, I would not have gone to see her. I have found my soulmate, my boyfriend. I have eyes » Continue Reading
LIFE IS GREAT. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. Today, a little after 1:00pm, my boyfriend's baby was born. Back when we were just co-workers, he had pulled me aside after our shift & broke the news. He was going to be a dad. Ever since then I couldn't shake the feeling of excitement I had for him & his future child. At last, here she finally is, everything in its place ready for her to come home. » Continue Reading
LOTS & LOTS OF CHANGES So much has changed since i made this account 3 months ago. It is safe to safe everything changed for the better! When i first made my SpaceHey account, i was temporarily living with my parents. At the time, my house was going through a really bad ant & mouse infestation. Even with deep cleaning everyday, my living space would » Continue Reading
A course i have been wanting to take since i finished high school is opening their enrollment back up. Classes start real soon but im too nervous to enroll, which i really shouldnt be. Im scared itll be too hard, or if i wont like it. Im scared if this is a waste of time & money. I was not the best student in middle/high school. I would even say i was below average. its not that im dumb, it was ju... » Continue Reading