College? Hmm..

A course i have been wanting to take since i finished high school is opening their enrollment back up. Classes start real soon but im too nervous to enroll, which i really shouldnt be. Im scared itll be too hard, or if i wont like it. Im scared if this is a waste of time & money. I was not the best student in middle/high school. I would even say i was below average. its not that im dumb, it was just the people. Mostly the teachers. I would always get the most uncharismatic people on earth to teach me. Now that i want to further my education, im afraid the professor will follow the pattern of bad educators. Now that im thinking about it, ive grown as a person & could probably deal with a not-so-good instructor. Really hoping i come to my senses & choose to go to school. Things worth while dont come easy!