Its a nasty feeling isn't it? But I feel it, we all feel it, Jealousy over this or that, over tit or tat over something silly something out of control. It's not a nice feeling and I'm bad for feeling it. I should be better but I'm not and its tiring sometimes to pretend like I don't feel it to pretend I don't want something someone else has, that I don't crave to be in their position, I don't cur... » Continue Reading
Maybe I should feel bad Because I see these people in my life, friends acquaintances, family members and I look at them and I just think... is that what I look like? is that how I sound? God its exhausting dealing with them how do people put up with me? Constantly whinging and crying and never doing anything to fix my own issues. It really made me step up and start fucking changing things, I start... » Continue Reading
I keep hearing these rats Scrabbling away in the attic digging at the ceiling above my room I can hear them but nobody else can Its so frustrating I wish they would shutup tbh :3 Eveie » Continue Reading
This year I promised myself I would try and write, i've got some support from a good friend or three who seem really happy to help and I appreciate them I just don't want to let them or myself down you know? I really want to keep this up its been three days but and I've really enjoyed that I actually put pen to paper as it were. Fingers crossed ey? Eveie » Continue Reading