Maybe I should feel bad
Because I see these people in my life, friends acquaintances, family members
and I look at them and I just think... is that what I look like? is that how I sound? God its exhausting dealing with them how do people put up with me? Constantly whinging and crying and never doing anything to fix my own issues. It really made me step up and start fucking changing things, I started writing I stopped letting my silly mask slip because god people don't need to deal with that shit If I'm going to sit here and cry at people they cant help me if I'm not even helping myself. IDK it feels bad to think of my friends like that but it is what it is, they don't even try. At least I've started trying, at least I'm making a fucking attempt.
Eveie
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skullshakerz
the important thing is that you're started trying to be better than yesterday.
it's okay if there's a day that feels so bad that you ended up crying and stuff but don't let it get to ya head for so long.
you're going to do okay :)
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