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i wish i could teleport into the future

Category: Life

hello internet diary, yet again i am emotional. as of recent i have been very melancholic. im not sure if my medication is kicking in or not... but i feel like it has. Though, theres some people online that say that the dosage im on doesnt have any therapeutic affects, and that if i feel something, it is simply placebo. but im not sure. i know my life is finally heading in the right direction, and... » Continue Reading

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upset about stuff

Category: Life

I have a hard time talking about things to my friends so im just going to blog about it i think. I'd like to be able to rant and vent whenever i want to when i feel like it but thats just not how i roll... but even then im just too in my feelings about some things and i guess i have been for a while. Its interpersonal things so i dont expect anybody i have added here to even care about it or under... » Continue Reading

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goals

Category: Life

Hello friends fans and pals. Yesterday was my very first psychiatrist appointment. It went well! It shocked me at first because I had thought that I was prepared enough to know what I was expecting, but I guess my thoughts on what people who work in the mental health field are supposed to act was vastly different than how they are. I was expecting a soft spoken woman but she ended up yelling throu... » Continue Reading

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identity issues

Category: Life

Trying to get back into the swing of blogging. My first psychiatrist appointment is on the first of August, and by then that will be the first time I have ever subjected myself to any sort of professional help. It is a very scary thought and has been eating me up inside ever since I booked it, but my coworker whom I trust and my boyfriend share the same sentiment that it will be for the best. Ther... » Continue Reading

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reflecting

Category: Life

happy fourth of july. I turn 20 later this year and i still feel like im 15 ! which in of itself is very common im sure everybody has felt this way; i think in my case its kind of exaggerated because a lot of my interests are very childish. i struggle with it a bit- i mean. im not very good at the games everybody else plays and id rather play pokemon every single day and watch movies that are cute... » Continue Reading

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Billy Bat: le epic Manga review

Category: Books and Stories

good morning good evening good night here i am to all my friends, pals, and fans for my first ever: spacehey manga review. Im not new to reviewing things; ive dabbled here and there within discord servers and within echo chambers but IT IS however... the first review ive made for the public eye. So i guess i should just put it out there now that these are my own opinions and if you d » Continue Reading

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