DNI: ~Anti-agere/petre.. ~Endogenic/demo/any non traumagenic "system".. ~30+.. ~Anti-yan.. ~Ableist.. ~Proshippers/p3d0/zoo.. ~You think I'm just like source.. ~Anti Xenogender/Neopronouns... ~ETC.. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BYF: ~This is a safe space for minors.. even those who don't follow TOS... ~I will mainl » Continue Reading
You say you love me I know it's not true Even though I'll always love you You always lie It's part of your game My face always ends Up tear stained You say you care Then switch your act Now I see It's love you lack You don't care How I feel I know your love Was never real You make me hurt You make me cry All I want » Continue Reading
I need help I'm not Bea I'm not him And he's not me I am Toko I'm 15 And I promise I'm not mean I like poems If you couldn't tell And I really hate When you yell I need help With what? I don't know I really swear I'm trying though I try and try But yet I fail As I fight Tooth and nail I hate my b » Continue Reading
Run your mouth About how I'm rude That's all you Ever do I try my best To no avail It's always about How I fail Yes I cry And I scream And you all see me As thirteen I'm fifteen She was less It always ends up One big mess She was six Bea is not You all left her Out to rot. » Continue Reading
Static, yes That's how I feel It makes me question Is anything real? In this body That is not mine I act like Everything's fine I'm not "me" Or rather Bea I am Toko Can't you see? I must never Be myself I must be Someone else. » Continue Reading
It's not fair It's just not fair I'm in pain And you don't care You cut You threaten death I'll hate you till My very last breath They all tell me To forgive But because of you I can't live "You should just Let it go" It hurt me more Than you'll ever know You say you hurt That you're in pain I hope you Die in vain » Continue Reading
From cutting paper To cutting skin The world is Full of sin I punish myself For others wrongs I cut Lines so long I was supposed to be pure But you took that away Now I have to relive it Everyday I can't live my life I can't handle my mind I seek closure I'll never find I'll never get back The time I lost You got relief » Continue Reading
"Go to sleep It's okay, You don't need To feel this way You'll feel better When you wake" I told myself Everyday I cry hard Every night Every time I hear you fight I try to be Good enough But my attempts Are simply dust If only I Could find a way To make you happy For just one day But I know that » Continue Reading
I am sitting On my floor The earth splits open As you open the door I grab the ledge You reach for me As the lava Bubbles beneath You touch my hand And get cut by the thorns I cut them earlier I could've sworn With tears in my eyes I let go It's better this way That I know The ground closes To hide the gore I am to burn » Continue Reading
Anger That's all I am I want to be Okay again I want to scream I want to yell I'm filled with hatred Can't you tell? I hate this feeling But I hate me more I want to cut More than ever before You don't deserve My anger and hate I truly think you are great I wish this ending Was happy some way But I will never Be o » Continue Reading
Suffer in pain I'll never feel the same After what you did For so long I hid You broke my trust Now I must Live in fear Of all those near Cursed for life With pain and strife To never feel safe In this place You always lie I always cry All alone No place called home Locking my feelings in a vault It's all your fault I hide away Everyday Because you left m » Continue Reading