Mood Swings

Flip a coin

Tail or heads?

Deciding if

My life ends

My mood switches

Like a light

Flickering

From dark to bright

Burning sun

Heavy rain

From happiness

To horrid pain

Glowing smile

Crying eyes

A good day

Yet I want to die

What is wrong

With my head?

Living great

To wishing I was dead

Roller coaster

Ups and downs

Flying high

Attempting to drown

I never really

Get that far

Once the numbness

Hits me hard

No more pain

Or pleasure or tears

Is this how