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Mechanics

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm a robot With mechanical parts I have no feelings I have no heart I'll just reboot If I get hurt Restart To make it work Try not to rust From crying hard My feelings seem Oh so far A piece of me Still hangs on But probably Not for long I'm a machine With turning gears I hope The end is near. » Continue Reading

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Thorn Heart

Category: Writing and Poetry

I try to love I really do But I'm only good at Hurting you A thorn heart Inside of me Eventually You will see All I do Is hurt those I love Which is what I'm most scared of My thorn heart Will make you bleed You'll be better If I leave I want you safe I want you free But that's only possible Without me. » Continue Reading

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I Am

Category: Writing and Poetry

I am a butterfly Who can't see her wings I am a box Hiding things I am a geode Who's worth lies within I am a killer Living in sin I am a liar Who can't tell the truth I am a doll For others use I am a mouse Small and weak I am a pipe That has a leak I am hopeless I am unloved All I want Is a hug. » Continue Reading

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Trauma Response

Category: Writing and Poetry

Blood is red Bruises are blue You hate me I hate you too I hurt myself For your joy All I am Is your toy I'll do as you ask No matter the cost Because the true me Has been lost Memories I keep Inside of me Of the things I had to see No one cares It's sad but true My only comfort Is a noose. » Continue Reading

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Forgiving

Category: Writing and Poetry

Forgiveness Such an odd word One of the oddest things I've ever heard So tell me why I should forgive When you made it So hard to live They say it's easy To let it go But how would they Even know? Why should I Forgive what they did When I was Just a kid I cannot Just "let it go" You want my forgiveness? The answer » Continue Reading

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Cut

Category: Writing and Poetry

She cuts herself To numb the pain She feels like Life has no gain Feeling higher With each cut She feels like Giving up Watching blood Pour down her arm As she continues To self harm The next moment She wakes up Realizing What she's done Cleaning up Her blood mess No one would Ever guess. » Continue Reading

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Fight

Category: Writing and Poetry

She slams the door With tears in her eyes She's trying hard Not to cry Her room is messy Things on the floor As she steps From the door Tears spill Her cheeks get wet There are things They just don't get Laying down She wipes her tears Trying to hide From her fears Wishing she Weren't this way She gets ready For t » Continue Reading

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Burnt Out

Category: Writing and Poetry

Long ago I was top of the class I answered any question That was asked But then it happened It suddenly stopped I could only think of All that I lost I wasn't smart I wasn't the top I wasn't prepared For how far I dropped I was barely even Getting by I didn't Want to try The flame of a gift Beautiful without a doubt But » Continue Reading

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My OD 1

Category: Writing and Poetry

She cut her wrists Since twelve years old Trying to just Fit in her mold Slicing her skin Watching blood drip She loved the way The pain would nip She hated herself They hated her too Then she realized She had nothing to lose She decided To take some pills Until her heart Became still She took a pill Or two or three She finally stopped At fifteen Her mom » Continue Reading

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Castle Wall

Category: Writing and Poetry

There once was a girl In a castle tall Never allowed Outside the wall She know not of what Horrors await She knew not of what She'd have to escape Someone lead her Outside the wall Just to laugh And watch her fall She tried to get up But he pushed her down Pounding her Into the ground Hating herself But hating him more » Continue Reading

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What Goes On Behind My Back

Category: Writing and Poetry

No one likes me I know they don't I should ask them But I won't They talk about me When I can't hear And change the subject When I'm near They laugh at me Behind my back Any dirty Thing was tracked Hating myself Wanting to go This place never Felt like home. » Continue Reading

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Anxiety

Category: Writing and Poetry

They all hate me I know they do, That's okay It's nothing new But for some reason It still hurts me I can't ignore it It's all I see They all talk Behind my back That is A well known fact But it's only Once I go to bed That I realize It's in my head. » Continue Reading

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