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The Pain You Caused

Category: Writing and Poetry

From cutting paper To cutting skin The world is Full of sin I punish myself For others wrongs I cut Lines so long I was supposed to be pure But you took that away Now I have to relive it Everyday I can't live my life I can't handle my mind I seek closure I'll never find I'll never get back The time I lost You got relief » Continue Reading

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I'm Sorry

Category: Writing and Poetry

"Go to sleep It's okay, You don't need To feel this way You'll feel better When you wake" I told myself Everyday I cry hard Every night Every time I hear you fight I try to be Good enough But my attempts Are simply dust If only I Could find a way To make you happy For just one day But I know that » Continue Reading

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Hell

Category: Writing and Poetry

I am sitting On my floor The earth splits open As you open the door I grab the ledge You reach for me As the lava Bubbles beneath You touch my hand And get cut by the thorns I cut them earlier I could've sworn With tears in my eyes I let go It's better this way That I know The ground closes To hide the gore I am to burn » Continue Reading

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Anger (feat. Abby)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Anger That's all I am I want to be Okay again I want to scream I want to yell I'm filled with hatred Can't you tell? I hate this feeling But I hate me more I want to cut More than ever before You don't deserve My anger and hate I truly think you are great I wish this ending Was happy some way But I will never Be o » Continue Reading

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Abandonment

Category: Writing and Poetry

Suffer in pain I'll never feel the same After what you did For so long I hid You broke my trust Now I must Live in fear Of all those near Cursed for life With pain and strife To never feel safe In this place You always lie I always cry All alone No place called home Locking my feelings in a vault It's all your fault I hide away Everyday Because you left m » Continue Reading

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Mechanics

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm a robot With mechanical parts I have no feelings I have no heart I'll just reboot If I get hurt Restart To make it work Try not to rust From crying hard My feelings seem Oh so far A piece of me Still hangs on But probably Not for long I'm a machine With turning gears I hope The end is near. » Continue Reading

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Thorn Heart

Category: Writing and Poetry

I try to love I really do But I'm only good at Hurting you A thorn heart Inside of me Eventually You will see All I do Is hurt those I love Which is what I'm most scared of My thorn heart Will make you bleed You'll be better If I leave I want you safe I want you free But that's only possible Without me. » Continue Reading

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I Am

Category: Writing and Poetry

I am a butterfly Who can't see her wings I am a box Hiding things I am a geode Who's worth lies within I am a killer Living in sin I am a liar Who can't tell the truth I am a doll For others use I am a mouse Small and weak I am a pipe That has a leak I am hopeless I am unloved All I want Is a hug. » Continue Reading

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Trauma Response

Category: Writing and Poetry

Blood is red Bruises are blue You hate me I hate you too I hurt myself For your joy All I am Is your toy I'll do as you ask No matter the cost Because the true me Has been lost Memories I keep Inside of me Of the things I had to see No one cares It's sad but true My only comfort Is a noose. » Continue Reading

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Forgiving

Category: Writing and Poetry

Forgiveness Such an odd word One of the oddest things I've ever heard So tell me why I should forgive When you made it So hard to live They say it's easy To let it go But how would they Even know? Why should I Forgive what they did When I was Just a kid I cannot Just "let it go" You want my forgiveness? The answer » Continue Reading

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Cut

Category: Writing and Poetry

She cuts herself To numb the pain She feels like Life has no gain Feeling higher With each cut She feels like Giving up Watching blood Pour down her arm As she continues To self harm The next moment She wakes up Realizing What she's done Cleaning up Her blood mess No one would Ever guess. » Continue Reading

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Fight

Category: Writing and Poetry

She slams the door With tears in her eyes She's trying hard Not to cry Her room is messy Things on the floor As she steps From the door Tears spill Her cheeks get wet There are things They just don't get Laying down She wipes her tears Trying to hide From her fears Wishing she Weren't this way She gets ready For t » Continue Reading

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