Why do I feel as if the love that I have to give is childish. Not as mature as the movies where the cool guy does some gesture to prove his love to the girls or some moments between the two that solidifes their happily ever after. But I feel so childish when I try to engage in love like it’s being seen from an innocent, childish, puppy love even if I do all the mature things. I wait until I'm read... » Continue Reading
MY 15th BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYYYSSSS YAYYYYY MY FRIENDS WILL COME OVER AND I'LL BAKE A CAKE. ill try and upload pictures but i'm trying to pick out my birthday outfit » Continue Reading
i only go in circles and i never truly get better and the worst part is. i know. self awareness is such a stupid curse i always convince myself that "i know how to deal with this" and "most people don't know what they're doing and i do. I convince myself I'm above it it all but reality will humble you in the sickest way possible because all the sudden it 3.pm and you haven't moved from the bed sin... » Continue Reading
honestly a tragedy i had him on my bag and someone snached him off :( I'mgoingto the mall to hopfully find more...and to the person who did this count your days because im going to skin ang gut (in that order) you alive then eat your organs in front of your family and whatever is left i will send to your distressed family with the plate i ate you on » Continue Reading
Is it is this all that there is to life? How attractive i am? Yet i'm not even good at that.. I just want to be alive, and this really isn't it. I hate high school The people the teachers the chairs the temperature everything is this really gonna me the next 3 years of my life? Is this really it? If this is it then i don't wanna be alive. » Continue Reading
What happened i don't know? but i do like tv girl now so that's something. Also i have a new hyper fixation with rick and morty so i watched multiple video essays on them so now i'm just rotting in my room :3 » Continue Reading
never thought someone would like me like that but i don't know if i like him cause i'm t4t but he's not trans and idk how i feel about him... » Continue Reading
I'm vacation and my family is noticing my eating patterns and how much i eat and they were like "who are you doing it for" and how do i tell them i wanna look like a ceritan anime character?? Also the mountions are so cool (≧∇≦) » Continue Reading
I'm gonna kms because i'm not even skinny and my sister eats like shit and still is skinny swear i'm gonna kill my self i'm so angry >:( » Continue Reading
I love lily madwhip but it's such an underrated story I've only found a few people that watch/read it. But i love lily she's so real and Samuel... i mean i have my own thing for him and i luv lily's beef with duma but i'm starting to hate most of the angel cause they called the CHILDREN that they used to hold the totems/powers are just tools but why are they so set on getting involved on earth and... » Continue Reading