keep forgetting about this :/ well happy 2024!! hope everyone had a really good holiday!! well i got cat she's so cute and tiny even tho she's growing up sooooo fast i can't handle it :' < her name is Mia and shes so cheeky. my hands r all fucked coz of her but it's okay she's adorable. i really wanna go to the gym for my mental health but omfg im so scared like terrified... i don't wanna see an... » Continue Reading
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS WEBSITE.... a lot has kinda happened since last time im finally 17!!! and i had a amazing birthday with my two closest friends. We went bowling and then we had lunch at maccies after that we went to my friends house for a sleepover, it was sooooo much fun. Last week on friday i came back from portugal. it was great seeing my family and enjoying two weeks of relaxation.... » Continue Reading
GOD I TOTALLY FORGOT TO WRITE.. CW- bleeding/injuries so i went to work on thursday after missing 3 days.. but i left work at 2pm (normally ends at 4) because my mother booked an appointment at the medical center for me to talk about how i was feeling and it went rlly well like the doctor gave me two weeks off work to focus on myself. very happy about that! ALSO on thursday my coworker took me t... » Continue Reading
stayed home again.. mother told me i had to book an apointment at the medical center so i can have a note with me to tell my manager that im not well. but i feel happier, i feel like i just needed a break from work and everything to be honest..but im kinda nervous to go to the medical centre. when am i not mervous for anythign :-; but todya i did nothing, drew a little not as much as i wanted :/ h... » Continue Reading
i didn't go to work again but tomorrow i have too i've been panicking about it tho but i have to so i'll try my best! today i drew and watching shameless all day, i know right what a shocker. im now on season 7, i'm flying threw it, its crazy. don't have much to say today tmrw is a new day mwah! :3 » Continue Reading
today i didn't go to work my mother let me stay without a fight which was quite surprising and she let me stay home tomorrow!! yippee!! all i did today was draw my OC leo, i don't really have a background story for him yet but i like him so far. I'm hoping to try and draw a body tmrw bc i really want to get better so i can draw more stuff bc i keep getting bored of drawing the same thing over and ... » Continue Reading
today i didn't really do much i read a 68k word chiscara fic GOD IT WAS SOOO GOOD but i had to pause from reading bc some parts were so embarrassing.. that fic took me 6 hours to read 11am-5pm. i had the worst headache today butttt i think i'm feeling better but i don't want to go into work tomorrow so i might pretend to be a little sicker than i am tomorrow morning to see if my mother will let me... » Continue Reading
today me and mother went to get ice cream it was really good!! i got raspberry ripple in a tub and mother got biscoff, she let me try it, it was also really good. before going out to get ice cream father got pissed at me and started calling me names (the usual) just because i didnt wanna go and get ice cream with him ugh..he is the worst. not even phased atp :/ after the ice cream mother took me t... » Continue Reading
I WENT TO WORK!! felt like i was on a death bed tho... i feel so sick right now, i can't breathe through my nose and my throat feels funny i don't like it. someone save me pls...im never sick why am i sick all of a sudden???? i got some fnaf things today in tesco!! i think i'm gonna get more tmrw bc they were cute,, i'm not very good at saying what happens in my day, maybe bc my days are soooo bor... » Continue Reading
cw: panic attacks didn't go to work today, i had a massive panic attack....god it was not good. i feel bad for my mum she has to put up with me, same with my friends.. this whole day i've been bored, sad and feeling so ehh yk don't know how to explain it BUTTTT i read a really good kavehtham fanfic it was just so cute. i love this ship so much you don't understand.. its kinda embarrassing, there's... » Continue Reading
i didn't go to work today, my manager is gonna kill me. my mum told me three ppl went up to the office at work... i hope i don't go up tomorrow, my manager scares me a lot. the weather is so humid and hot, I'm getting headaches everyday i feel dizzy while at work. today while everyone else worked i stayed home and watched shameless and i drew. found out im shit at drawing front profiles and OCs l... » Continue Reading
it's not the fact that i have to wake up early, it's the fact that work finishes at 4pm. i can't do anything i want to do in that amount of time when i get home, there's no time for thing i enjoy doing, at least i get paid for doing this shit y » Continue Reading