I just read like one of my old blogs and deleted it because hellnaw what was wrong with me back then and also if youre the person who commented on that thank you for being a normal healthy person with healthy thoughts unlike me back then and im sorry you saw the absolute worst in me lol but yea this is embarassing this is not me anymore😭😭 also the entry was about the denji in csm and tbh i forgot ... » Continue Reading
today me and my table group were talkinf together and as a non talker in school it was nice talking to people. and today they wanted to know my music taste and i showed them my recent playlist. i never tell anyone my music taste. but i also learned that they listen to the same thing so yay thinking about it now this conversation wont be as important to them than to me so it's kind of unfair .. » Continue Reading
ok so recently ive felt really sad because my bf is super busy. and honestly ive been kind of overriding him with questions askinf for reassurance and today i asked him if its been overwhelming him and he said yea and i expected that. And then we both said i need to stop depending on him for my happiness. So im gonna try doing that. we almost kind of broke up. and i sometimes feel like if we break... » Continue Reading
I decided im just gonna blog my shit because i was thinking about using twitter but my tweets on my account are like too personal and if i unprivate my account then people would see my stuff that i'd rather not share. Anyway it's saturday and the weekend and my partner is gone so i can't really call him so im just here. and i love cheese fries i wish i had some » Continue Reading