im actually not excited at all Lol this is the 4th time im switching therapists and im in the waiting room rn I am NOT in the mood to pour my life story all over again to someone i probably won’t even stick with. fuck my stupid Baka life » Continue Reading
im actually not excited at all Lol this is the 4th time im switching therapists and im in the waiting room rn I am NOT in the mood to pour my life story all over again to someone i probably won’t even stick with. fuck my stupid Baka life » Continue Reading
i hate feeling so negative and angry and depressed because im 17 now and everyone just dismisses me as going through that rebellious emo phase, i swear to god its not a fucking phase please listen to me i feel so disconnected with everyone i dont care about anyone or anything. i spent my entire life trying to please everyone that ill bend over backwards and lick their shoes even when they make fun... » Continue Reading
just saw some fucking stupid ass post on x the everything app saying "video games are coming back in 2025!1!!!1" and its just a bunch of shitty first person shooters and sports games. bitch gaming never left you're just too used to eating shit and calling it souffle to realize that the games you make fun of women for playing are actually amazing and your dick is shriveled up from the lack of pussy... » Continue Reading
it is going quite well, i tried hot chocolate with cinnamon for the first time and my life is changed. my brain was rewired. i prefer shitty swiss miss with cinnamon over actual starbucks hot chocolate now, so you can basically say im an anarchist. we also got some free mexican food because the owner loves my mom » Continue Reading
i am going on vacation for the next couple of days!!! i think itll be fun. theres a mexican restaurant right by our hotel where the owner always flirts with my mom and gives us free food, so thats a plus. its hard going on vacations with my brother because we spend the most time together but he doesnt rly understand anything about me so he just makes fun of me or dismisses my problems, but its wtv... » Continue Reading
they say my medication is SUPPOSED to help me but it feels like the underlying problem at this point is jsut the world that i have to live in... at the very least i havent been hallucinating or having manic episodes but my antidepressants and antipsychotics kinda just make me feel nothing at all. nothing excites me anymore, and my mom gets annoyed becos she can't hype me up or elicit a strong posi... » Continue Reading
splitter girl - weevildoing tried to take it out on myself, didn't have the same effect / blood is always satisfying but yours will be better yet this hurts - MSI oh god I can't exist, i need someone meaningless / to justify my existence, fucking you will keep me alive / but it never does, and thats the way it always was / lovely ladies, maids of honor / fucking you will make me stronger taxidermy... » Continue Reading
first things first, i will be president and my friend can be vice president. also i would be rpesident of the world not just of america. then first and foremost we would put everyone that disagrees with me into a gas chamber, unless its chris or people who can change my mind. i dont wanna live in a world with JUST enablers, yknow? so after we kill all of the idiotsthe climate will get better and ... » Continue Reading
i rly need to lose some weight lol its been on my mind all week... i enjoyed christmas but my time is up! i now need to lock in. ive been staying off edtwt because i usually fast easier when im just rawdogging it and not thinking about that stuff but lowkey i should go on it again. anyways i had a tamale for breakfast and thats where i will be ending! no more food for today and longer if i decide... » Continue Reading
ive been rly nervous about jan 7th because im pretty sure thats when trump is becoming president if i remember correctly which SUCKS because then im like gonna have a whole episode and probably wanna cut the shit out of myself but i cant do that or my mom will be upset and she'll blame me for her trauma again and also if i get sent to the hospital she'll have to pay for it and we're not doing good... » Continue Reading