how winter break is going

ive been rly nervous about jan 7th because im pretty sure thats when trump is becoming president if i remember correctly which SUCKS because then im like gonna have a whole episode and probably wanna cut the shit out of myself but i cant do that or my mom will be upset and she'll blame me for her trauma again and also if i get sent to the hospital she'll have to pay for it and we're not doing good on money fuuuuck fuck fuck at least i have my ego which is never dying lol i absolutely hate it here i dont need to be in a place like this anyways follow if u a real one☺