I think my meds arent working

they say my medication is SUPPOSED to help me but it feels like the underlying problem at this point is jsut the world that i have to live in... at the very least i havent been hallucinating or having manic episodes but my antidepressants and antipsychotics kinda just make me feel nothing at all. nothing excites me anymore, and my mom gets annoyed becos she can't hype me up or elicit a strong positive response out of me, and im tired of pretending that random shit makes me happy!!!! its fine tho. sometimes we have to make compromises to make other people happy