StarryEyedAmphibian

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"Ashes to ashes, dust to dust."

3 eyed, with no mom

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dear dad - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

Every night before I go to bed I pray you get the future You’ve always wanted, The life you’ve dreamed of. And I fall asleep knowing, One day I won’t wake up. - Dear, Dad. » Continue Reading

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10, 11, 12 - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

When I was 10 , I lost a friend. at the dinner table, it was 11 pm,  there were heart shaped sugar cookies off to my left,  This helps me remember it was February.  distant, they tried being light about it. The last time I saw him,  I gave him a tight hug at the door,  I wish I held on for longer. 12 years old, He didn’t wake up that morning. » Continue Reading

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Cuckoo - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I loved them as if they were my own blood. But not the way a man would love his kin. I loved them like Starlings would love their cuckoo chicks. They came into my life bundles of joy And I raised them, unaware of the inevitable They demanded all of me, starving out their sisters And I still looked at them with love They were my children, were they not? Though in the end, they pushed me away with t... » Continue Reading

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Cloud - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

The guilting knowledge, knowing if I look away from you, You’d disappear. So, I watch as you change, shift, and grow. You show me shapes in the sky and block the glare of the sun. You kiss me with damp lips that fog my vision, Bearing many faces, bodies, and forms of love. You are my seductress and my pain, At the same time you protect and share You hide the glimmering rays of the moon from me, Li... » Continue Reading

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God danced for me - A poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I met God in my dream last night.  A God, a Deity, something of immeasurable power.  I found myself at the edge of the world,  where the abyss loomed darkly  and the water fell into oblivion.  She stood before me, a vision.  I didn’t know her intentions, why she chose me to visit.  She had this allure to herself, Her wings spanned far and wide,  that of a hawk's, or an eagle's.  With a bison's bod... » Continue Reading

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Child - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

Let me plead, I understand I was a bad person.  I consumed the enchanting pomegranate seeds,  Indulged in the forbidden elixir of Ardor.  I dared to adorn myself in garments  crafted by the divine hands of the Muses and Fates,  with an aura as intoxicating as Eros himself.  But you forgot to remember,  I was just a child when you told me you loved me. » Continue Reading

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I love you beyond the moon - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I wish saying, “I love you to the moon and back” Would be enough to express how I feel about you But I don’t love you to the moon and back My love for you expands beyond the limits of the moon,  to the beauty of Venus and the ribbons of Saturn.  I love you with the heat of our sun and the peace of space.  This love travels through galaxies and defies boundaries.  It braves the warps of black holes... » Continue Reading

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the same cloth, different meanings - A poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I wish I could be held again, just like the day I fought beside my mother. That was the day I earned the right to live, to breathe, to have a soul, and to have a chance at this never-ending gamble called life. I can still remember the way the crimson stains of battle were wiped off my body, how I was gently swaddled in tender cloth, and how my mother held me close as she cried tears of joy.  But t... » Continue Reading

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Safe and sound - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

Cold, yet safe. I feel your skin as I clasp your limp hands in mine for one last time. I take us back to the time when we could stare at each other for hours. A bundle of fresh wild roses, the red of petals, and my pricked skin bleeding from the flowers' sharp thorns strewn across the ground beneath us. You would kiss my cheek and set the bouquet in one of your mother's finest vases. We would sit ... » Continue Reading

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Love again - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I fear I don’t think I can love another again. I cannot hold someone and be held without feeling uncomfortable. It's not that I chose to feel this way - it just is. I feel guilty knowing that I am depriving someone out there of the chance to experience love, that my emotional limitations are robbing someone of a deep, otherworldly connection. I've tried to overcome this before, but it seems that t... » Continue Reading

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Don't contact me - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

Try and text me again on those dark nights, When your pain is consuming your light. I'll be nowhere to be found, For I refuse to be your rebound. That insufferable attitude you possess, Leaves nothing but anger and distress. I thought love was what you sought, But it seems like destruction was your only thought. You wanted everything but gave nothing back, Expecting me to carry the weight of your ... » Continue Reading

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14 yr old stoners story - a poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm that rebellious youth, with a heart dark as coal   Acting like I'm twenty, when I was barely twelve years old   A backseat rider, with an underage driver  Drinking, smoking weed, like one big fighter My skin, tanned and native, hides a troubled soul   Insecurities running deep, making my heart a gaping hole   Grades, papers, lessons – all a waste of time   I only cared for grams, and the high ... » Continue Reading

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