i just want to slit my wrist to the bone i cant handle not being able to talk to her why does she hate talking to me ? why does she hate talkung to me so much that ignoring me for days makes her feel better ? what about not talking to me in specific makes you feel better ? i'm tired of this .... im tired of being in relationships where the ither person can't even stand that i exist » Continue Reading
why why why why why why whyw ywy why ???? you dont like being in a relationship with me at all . why cant you just say that already ? why are you constantly needing breaks why fo yiu FUCKING hate being around me ???? why ??????? i misunderstood last time but this time it must be about me im so tired of this » Continue Reading
why why why why why why whyw ywy why ???? you dont like being in a relationship with me at all . why cant you just say that already ? why are you constantly needing breaks why fo yiu FUCKING hate being around me ???? why ??????? i misunderstood last time but this time it must be about me im so tired of this » Continue Reading
i'm really happy that we're dating now ♬ not sure if i've mentioned it here ーー nobody looks at this blog anyway . . kinda wish a certain someone did ( ᐡ ⁼̴̤̆ ‧̫ ⁼̴̤̆ ᐡ) anyways she's pretty much perfect for me ♡ she's everything i've ever wanted . . masculine , taller than me , cute inhibited personality and she has muscles too .ᐟ.ᐟ sometime... » Continue Reading
why ?? why ?? why is it all going to hell ? what have i done ?? why do you need to private that account if not to shit talk me and complain about how irritating it is to date me ?? haaah i seriously can't handle this sort of thing anymore 、love is filth . . love is disgusting . . i'd rather be viewed completely as an object of lust... » Continue Reading
that girl is thinner and probably prettier than me 、 it would make sense if she liked her 𓈒 i'm pretty audacious to assume those posts were about me when i'm not thin » Continue Reading
i saw her reply to another girl with " i love you too bby " so she probably doesn't like me lol she just talks to everyone like that 𓈒 i feel betrayed 𓈒 at the same time i don't understand how anyone could like me sk it makee sense » Continue Reading
it's one thing when i see my friends hurting 、 but knowing i'm the cause of it gives me such a bleak and hopeless feeling 𓈒 i want to disappear 𓈒 i thought she would be good for me 、 i've never had someone like me like she does but i can't even have that because i'm making her suffer by just existing 𓈒 no matter what i do i make ... » Continue Reading