ScarlettRed

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To bandaid

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There is so much I want to tell you, but it's not going to change anything.  So I will put this into the universe and let it go.  We had an understanding, fwb, then you start calling me baby, mama, and sweetheart.  Then one night you tell me you love me. Ice been healing for 2 years and I decided to open up and date you. We had an extremely intimate night one night. I mean the other nights were ju... » Continue Reading

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I keep trying, with all the small pieces

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For 30 years I've fought for love. At 10 or 11 I realized that blood and non-blood family never wanted me. At 16 my bio father signed me away. At 17 I thought my first husband loved me only to find out he just enjoyed the physical intimate relationship more. Second husband loved the idea of a family,  but wouldn't put the work into keep it. So I took two years to work on myself.  A week ago I deci... » Continue Reading

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Letting go

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So everyone wants me to get child support and half of everything from my soon to be ex-husband. But all I want is it to be done with. I want the papers signed and to move on with my life. I'm tired of the pressure from everyone.  I'm trying to have peace in my life.  » Continue Reading

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Letting go

Category: Blogging

So everyone wants me to get child support and half of everything from my soon to be ex-husband. But all I want is it to be done with. I want the papers signed and to move on with my life. I'm tired of the pressure from everyone.  I'm trying to have peace in my life.  » Continue Reading

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Letting go

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So everyone wants me to get child support and half of everything from my soon to be ex-husband. But all I want is it to be done with. I want the papers signed and to move on with my life. I'm tired of the pressure from everyone.  I'm trying to have peace in my life.  » Continue Reading

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Uncensored

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I'm at a loss. I have a big heart and I love way to hard. These last 20 years have put my already fragile heart and damaged mind in to a free fall. I can't tell those close to me. They already pity me. Half the time I want to give up on love and just have hook ups but my heart hurts with each encounter. I'm confused as to what I should do. So I'm here just venting. » Continue Reading

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