Holy shit, I never thought my voice would get so low. I love the physical changes so far, but I'm still on a low dose. I'll probably ask for a higher dose next time. As for the mental and psychological changes, not much out of the ordinary. I do still have a short fuse, but at times I can't control it. I just have to get up and leave or I will blow up. My gender dysphoria has gotten a little bad n... » Continue Reading
Took my first motorcycle class on Saturday!! Let's just say I was humbled. The class was small. I was one of 4 that attended the class. Was given a lot of helpful tips and all we did was basic stuff like turning on the motorcycle and going up and down a shift. Finding neutral too. Most riding we did was drive in a straight line. Super slow. I definitely need more practice cuz riding it was actual... » Continue Reading
No one told me how uncomfortable and depressed I'd be on T. I have been feeling like straight dookie. Been eating one meal a day lately!! Trying my best to stay afloat currently. But my voice has dropped a bit and I'm still playing it off as a sore throat. Apparently my jaw is more pronounced now, so not that many changes so far. At the 3 month check-up they'll ask me if I want to stay on the same... » Continue Reading
Fuck it, I'm committing!! Gonna take motorcycle classes. I wanna learn to ride one now! I already have like a dream bike. Just a beginner one with ABS. Nothing too crazy, but attainable. And I'm already looking at gear cuz I'm not trying to bleed all over that asphalt. But aaaaa I'm so excited!! Wish I knew more people who are into bikes 😠» Continue Reading
Tomorrow is my first appointment!!! I'm so fucking excited... I need a new binder tho, but I've been girl modding so far. I'm so excited!! Even though I'm gonna start on T, I found myself more into makeup and feminine shit. Partly, cuz I like looking pretty. Just want to feel and dress however. I know things won't be easier now that I'm committing, but I don't care. » Continue Reading
hi, sorry, just had to write this down! i've been out for years now, but i'm just now wanting to start socially transitioning. i just got a new haircut! it's super short and it totally makes me look like a guy. nothing wrong with it, i actually really love it. but- now i have the urge to buy more gender affirming clothes. i'm legit torn between wanting to continue wearing my fem clothes or actuall... » Continue Reading
asked for thai tea and my brother got me mango milk tea instead..... sounds and tastes exactly what you'd expect. never asking him for shit after this » Continue Reading