I'm nervous talking on here, but I'll blog when I can! I think its a cool way to journal. I can get advice from others and even just knowing that people may read it could help :) I will occasionally post life updates, silly opinions and ideas, and vents that I'm comfortable with sharing. Thanks for being my friend and staying updated with me, I appreciate it. » Continue Reading
I got my things taken again today for seemingly no reason, I was really out of it during school. Like my eyes were glazed over and shit it was not fun. I finished my thresher shark painting and ruined my uniform with teal paint, but its whatever. I'm gonna apply to work at the hospital near my house, it pays really well and has good hours. Though I really don't know where I'm going to find the mot... » Continue Reading
I told my friend last night that I wanted to kill my self. I told her a lot of things, like how I'm using my medications more often than usual to try and numb my brain a little. Usually at night, so that I don't get in trouble. But I do all of this because of something that happened last week. I'll get to that in just a second. Up until Friday of last week, I have been doing decently. My mental h... » Continue Reading
I've decided that I'm going to document things here, whenever the mood strikes me. Usually that will be the unpleasant kind. I'm not doing well. I'm sick. I'm so sick that I can't function for myself, all I can do is attempt to please others in some way, and I know that I suck at that. It may not look like it, but I do try. Nobody reads these anyway. » Continue Reading
Hi guys!!!! It's been fprever, lemme catch you up! I was Princess Bonnibel Bubblegum for Halloween, I'm someone's BEST friend... someone's BEST GIRL FRIEND! IM A FRIEND THAT IS A GIRL!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!! » Continue Reading
Wow, I have been incredibly consistent with these... /sarc A lot has happened since I left! One thing - I turned 16! FINALLY... Most of my friends are 16 going on 17 and I feel so immature, even though its just a few months gap. I got to meet my first online friend in real life, she was super sweet! It's the first time i've hung out with some » Continue Reading